#why I'm here

[tina-armani]

A bit about me and what I'm doing here if anyone's interested 😉😊

I'm not a seasoned fan. I cannot say that I've followed his life and career since the Shield. Or even Justified. Yes, I'm a Justie. But it was only the beginning of July of 2023 when I first had that fateful thought "hmmm... there is something about this guy Boyd". He rushed into my life like a hurricane, with his larger-than-life personality, his 6D face, his radiant smile and contagious laughter, but at the same time with his calm and kind demeanor, comforting me with his velvet voice, touching me with his beautiful soul, offering wisdom and insight in every single interview, holding my bleeding heart gently in his big hands. Walton Goggins became more than a celebrity crush. He became a part of my DNA, penetrating every minute of every day, in all dimensions, on all the levels of my conciousness.

Tina Armani is not really my name. It's one of Walton's characters (originally Tino), who said something that became one of my favorite quotes of his, because it reflects in my own life: "Even the most hopeless of cases can change if what they are changing for has more power than the fear that is preventing this change".

And so, just like this, he changed my life, made me want to get out of my comfort zone, live more fully, express myself more freely. He awakened emotions in me that for different reasons I thought I was no longer even capable of. I would die for him, not because I'm so dramatic, but if it ever happened, I'd feel that my life has the most value I could imagine for myself. The amount of love I feel for this man scares and inspires me at the same time and it is not fading, it's becoming stronger every day.

But I am only a woman, after all;)) I wonder what regular people think when they first see him, because I lost this capacity. I look at his face and every fucking line on his forehead makes me wanna weep with desire. I am on my knees begging for mercy, but I am enjoying this sweet torture, in a weirdly masochistic way, fully realizing that I can never be with him, but still desperately wanting him and wishing that it doesn't ever end.

So this account here is mainly for expressing these feelings, the ones I would never dare showing anywhere else, on his Instagram or anywhere where he can actually see it. Mostly out of respect for his personal life, but also I would never wanna make him feel uncomfortable... If he ever sees my posts here, well, he came to my space, enter at your own risk, so to speak ;)) Here I can thirst for him, kiss his beautiful mouth and make virtual love to him all I want. I am not embarrased because I know most of you feel the same way. So welcome to my Walton's Vault. It is definitely safe to love him here, in every possible way, even if the whole world goes to hell. ❤️

Jenia

[britts-galaxy-brain]

Asking as someone who sincerely despises her - just to clarify, in case my tone comes off as accusatory. Would you still run this blog if Lily was only a small nobody? Do you think it's important to get word out on her behaviour regardless of her fanbase size, or is it especially important given how impressionable they are? Again - I'm genuinely not asking to be an asshole - but what's your main goal? Please also note that not for a second am I denying that she was a genuinely abusive and I can't begin to imagine the toll that being polite to a horror like her would've been. Once more, I'm asking out of a sincere interest of how I might be able to assist as the situation goes forward

I don't mind this question. I've stated my reasons before but it's been a long time.

If Lily didn't have a following, or had a tiny one, I wouldn't be talking about her. If I had been the only person she'd abused, I wouldn't be talking about her. I stayed away from her for two years after our falling out. It wasn't until Josh Scorcher made his video about her that I realized she was treating other people the way she'd treated me. I thought she would've grown out of a lot of the crap she pulls, but she never did.

I felt I had a responsibility to share the evidence I had. A lot of Lily's more egregious behavior was just rumors. The beastiality, the pedophilia outside of just Stockholm, and Tara Callie specifically. I was the only person that had chat logs with the Tara Callie account and chat logs from Lily when she was more open about her darker fetishes and paraphilias. Since it was clear she hadn't changed and now had a large following of minors and other vulnerable people, I couldn't sit on that information.

If she was just some rando causing havoc in her own neighborhood, if she didn't have a large following of minors, or if she'd made an effort to better herself after we stopped talking, I wouldn't be here. I even tried desperately to appeal to her humanity when I first started sharing my side of things, and she responded by doxxing my legal last name, accusing me of abusing her, and retconning our entire five year friendship.

She has no humanity to appeal to. She's selfish, controlling, manipulative, and dangerous. There is no low she won't sink to. The fact that she has a relatively large following worries me. If I can help prevent people from falling into her grip, especially minors, I'm going to until she loses her influence.

[judahmaccabees]

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

having a child has taught me that every toddler is completely justified in their frustrations and tantrums because learning how to do something you have literally never encountered or heard of before is insane. and being expected to be completely calm in the face of this constant barrage of overwhelming information is doubly insane.

i got charlie a sticker activity book and it occurred to me i have to TEACH someone how to unpeel stickers. it's SKILL that requires DEXTERITY and FINE MOTOR ABILITY. i thought it was obvious that you have to curl the page a little bit to create a break in the cut so the sticker comes up.

obviously a fucking BABY wouldn't know that because they have no background experience to inform their thought process. OBVIOUSLY. and OBVIOUSLY the LITERAL BABY wouldn't get it right the first few times. it would OBVIOUSLY take practice. lots of it.

i hate this feeling. it's so obvious. why are children treated so badly when they're learning everything for the first fucking time. why do people treat children so horribly and expect so much. they're brand new. why didn't i get the same grace i give to my child? why did no one have patience for me? why, when it's this easy?

it's so easy. it's so fucking easy.

[vro0m-but-not-cars]

Wait I've just read something and I can't. Can people stop thinking?

[adhd-merlin]

opened my mobile kindle app for the first time in a while and it immediately started harassing me about le morte d'arthur

[dicelibrarian]

Came for @neil-gaiman

Stayed for my mutuals.

[bumpscosity]

HOLY SHIT I FOUND THE JERMA FUCK YOUR WHOLE FAMILY CLIP I KNEW I WASNT CRAZY

[egophiliac]

buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK

[forgettable-au]

I think about this call so much

[brainrotcharacters]

the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.

[paxopalotls]

The fanfictions are infecting me with brainrot oh my god have some au doodles before I explode

[lazylittledragon]

y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable

[itschingsu]

另起爐灶

再次重申：SEO排名是一回事，在搜尋引擎找不到自己的部落格又是另一回事。找都找不到Blog，我還有必要大費周章將所有Xuite舊文匯入更新到Blogger嗎？

而自4/15在Blogspot註冊迄今，仍google不到案藏璇璣Blogspot首頁。歷經二次Request Indexing，也才僅讓二篇匯入舊文出現在Google搜尋頁面。

完全無法理解Grawled - currently not indexed的判斷依據。如果是Xuite舊文便罷，或許是基於Duplicate Content所致；但就連在Blogger發表的新文都是如此，我真的是無計可施了！

與其付出心力按照SEO tips盡力改善仍得不到回報，那就索性什麼都不做來得輕鬆愜意。只是如此一來，都不曉得還有什麼理由留著Blogger了？雖說我寫文大多是自High，但畢竟是花費心思寫的文章，多少希望能傳達自己的想法吸引同好。別人根本看不到，我又何必費事編輯排版發表文章在Blogger上呢？

然畢竟是耗時將近三個月才將匯入Blogger的Xuite舊文重新排版、更新圖片連結，也不好一動怒就刪掉部落格，教心血付諸流水。姑且放著，等到哪天Google收掉Blogger服務即可。

總之，Blogger我是不會再更新了。再找其他Blog空間安置Xuite舊文也是無濟於事；一來我不願經歷再三個月的折騰，二來���部落格仍免不了要面臨相同的Google Indexing問題。

轉念再想，乾脆重返Tumblr懷抱。即使Goolge搜尋不到，即使文章同樣沒人看，至少Tumblr可以Reblog，至少可以學點英文。哈！

如此這般，以上乃案藏璇璣自Xuite關站搬到Blogspot再轉移到Tumblr的顛沛流離過程。

[theerurishipper]

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